Please HELP ive asked about this already but i never clearly explained it, (names are made up)?

right well i met this girl called kerry 3 and a half years ago, we went out for a few days and i blew it, then we tried again and she didnt feel it was right and she left me... i was devastated still am tbh, this all happens within a year and then i meet an other girl called hayley and i like her and i stopped talking to kerry for a while but i always checked up on her with a "hey hows you" and all that (as i cant stop talking to her) during this time she has been going out with another boy and split up with him and went back with him, just as i break up with hayley i find out by kerry (who texted me alot when she and her ex split up) that her ex bf had cheated on her and she was single, when i split up with hayley (as i didnt love her or like her anymore) i still had strong feelings for kerry and i now know i love her with all my heart! well me and kerry has arranged to meet up at a house party and we end up getting a drink and the banter and end up kissing going for a walk and holding hands and all that, the next day i ask her was it you or the drink that kissed me she said "hmm a bit of both i think" i tell her how i feel and she says she feels something for me but not the same as me, this convo led to us arranging a time to meet up in inverness and i ended up buying her a rockness ticket so she could go and i could see her, and then rockness comes and i text her she texts back, so i ask her come and meet me on the friday no reply, same on the saturday, finally sunday night she comes with loads of friends and meets me she runs over to jump up on me hug me and she is non stop hugging me and grabbing my hand, we go and have a dance and all that then eventually i had to go back to my tent and she gave me a peck on the lips, and i say meet me for the final band she agrees, she never shows up, and doesnt reply to my texts, and today she ignored something i sent to her on fb.... whats going on in her head :'(